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*rant rant rant*

Wed Aug 12, 2009, 9:27 PM
Yes yes... I haven't posted a new dA journal since April, and things have gotten... well it's been a roller-coaster since. Not to say that I'm bipolar (I'm far from it), but thinking about things, my life, and everything else has made me feel c*** at times.

Alas, not why I'm here. And this is something that is more suitable to be in my LJ, but I feel like I have to put it out there. Of course, if you don't wanna read this really long wall of text that is coming up, there's a shortened version at the end of this journal.

There's a lot of things that can annoy me, but not enough to royally piss me off. But... those who really know me know that there is a few things in life that I hate the most. I hate to see a friend sad, because I cherish a smile from a friend a lot. I also hate when people use my friends against me, because I never would purposely intend to hurt a friend.

I know a few of you that would be reading this already know enough about me to know the fact, but for other people I just want to put this out there: I care a damn lot for my friends. There would not be me without friends. I wouldn't be here right now without friends. They make me for who I am, the person I am today. For that I am grateful.

It just really makes me concerned how there are some people that spread lies about me, saying I did this or that bad thing to a friend, or that I'm some goddamn sham. It isn't a joke, and it's not something I would ever do or be. And when some people believe it... even my own friends... I wouldn't know what to do with myself because why the hell have I become an object of hate and distrust against the very own people that I care and trust myself?

Sure... I have my haters for different reasons... but for someone to take this route, it's just low. I never would hurt or lie to a friend, and I wouldn't ever want to lose one even more. It's like losing a part of yourself... and that's not something anyone would want to feel.

So... in conclusion to this wall of text...

tl;dr version: I care a lot for my friends. And if I said to you that you one hell of a friend, then I really mean that you are one hell of a friend. You have my word on that.

~ iamflip

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I know how you feel. -hugs- There's nothing worse than when a close friend believes a lie someone is spreading, and when that alters your friendship because of it. :(

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